booooys!!!

Today march 8, 2010 it finally happens. My secret crush doesn't like me, but I'm getting to far of my self. first things first i get ready try to look my best as usual. make sure my jeans don't have stains and my shirt isn't that ugly for my schedule at school. So when i get there i try to last till lunch and recess hoping i don't have to ruin my day by signing the book. ( for people who don't know what "the book " is, it's if you do something bad and you have to sign the book,but if you sign 4 times you have lunch detention. where you have lunch in the class and have to write on paper what you are going to do next time to not sign the book. I think it's weird but oh well.) So then I sit down right behind William, my crush. Then after a few (a lot ) hours after we have lunch. At lunch I almost always sit next to my bff, elizabeth durring luch, but she wasn't there so i waited there and checked if she was in the bathroom. Right as i turn around there's william standing by the door. I walk past him and he says " can i have 20 dollars" ( "can i have 20 dollars was a joke between us") but i just said no and looked but i didn't see her so I turned around and then he asked my if i wanted to car pull with him to the strings concert thursday. I thought to my self " of course i do i like you" but i just said yeah i'll ask. then after lunch me and my other bff ask elizabeths crush if he liked her and he said sadly no. so then she ran up to william and asked william if he like me and he said......................NO!!!!!!!!! i was furious i ran to the playground so fast i couldn't feel my feet. i sat down on the picnic table for the rest of recess with these 4 girls. then when i sat down next to him in class after recess i felt so imbaressed i wanted to go home. but then i got over it and hanged with my friends still a little disapointed he said no but worth it knowing he doesn't like me.